My heart is aching for my precious son
All these feelings that I just can’t run
Tears and hurt come through like a flood
Missing my child so deeply and I just can’t find the good
Life has brought me shock and confusion
Alone I stand in numb disillusion
Fearing what could come from this so dread
Only moments ago we shared joy but now my heart feels like lead
For my son, I love and cherish thee
With an affection and strength so deep and free
All these sadnesses I now feel and hide
Though I know that you are there with me by my side
Your family stands united and tall
But right now I struggle with it all
Apologies, love, and tears come forth
For all this sorrow we endure until our laughter will again take it’s course.....
Kristie Townsend 6th Feb 2023